Home Sweet Home

Hello KIDDIES!!!!  

     I decided to surprise my mom for easter by coming home from college and I got the reaction I was hoping for. She was so happy to see me she cried. It wasn't until that moment that I realized how much I really had been missing my family. For the most part I'm a very independent person, so going off to college really was not all that hard, but even the most independent person can long for home. Which happens to me when I get stressed or when I see others going home to be with their family a lot. I am glad I had this opportunity to come home for a holiday, especially since I won't be coming home for the summer months but living in my own place. It will be hard at first but just like in college eventually I will get used to the distance and understand that I am moving on with my life and that they will be there when I need them, but I do have to live my own life.
      In that same note I am proud of my mother she went back to school herself and will be graduating soon. I on the other hand have a few years to go. More debt to get, but you know what I would gladly take that debt any day because I know by going to college I will get a better job then with just a high school diploma. I am glad of all the choices I have made up to this point in my life. Don't get me wrong you can get some good jobs right out of high school, but I don't think I would be as happy as I am now if I hadn't have gone to college. I wouldn't have met my wonderful boyfriend, or made such amazing friends. Or even had an opportunity to travel. This January  I plan on taking a trip to Ireland which has been my dream since I was a little girl. I don't know what it is about Ireland but I have always had this strong feeling that I have to go there, that some day I will go there, and this J-Term I will make it happen! Even if it means more debt it will be a trip I will never forget. This is the prime time to travel abroad while I have the chance.
         If any one is reading this blog I hope that at whatever point in your life that you are happy to be who you are, cause you know what I am happy that you are who you are. I don't know you, yet I know that people are their best when they are just being themselves. I hope all my readers out there if there are some are not taking themselves for granted and are enjoying life with their friends and family. So my challenge of the day, is be your self and keep your family close even if you don't talk to them anymore or they happen to not be around, at least give them a little thought because everyone comes from some where. Have a nice night Kiddies I'm off to visit dreamland!

I have RETURNED!! (Though it really hasn't been that long since I was last here)

       Well hello kiddies, it has been awhile, far too long me thinks. I find it funny that most of my posts happen late at night right before I am about to depart into dream land, but maybe that is when I think best. Actually there is no maybe, it is the time when I think best. This blog really helps me to get my idea's or random thoughts I have down, and then I sleep better. I'm not sure how many people actually read my blog, and personally if only one person is reading it that is fine, because blogging is something that helps me with life. It wasn't till a friend showed me her blog that I realized how brilliant of an idea it was to just write!
    Well I knew the brilliance of writing, just not for other's to see. Granted I'm not going to put any huge information about me out on the web ( that might lead to creepers, which I don't think anyone wants someone creeping on them 0.0 ) but I am going to put enough so people realize hey it is a legit person, that I'm not some phony looking for attention. I don't like to pretend to be something I'm not, because what would be the point, in the end the person I'm being fake with and myself would both be miserable and no one gains from it. I would rather face people head on and say "Hey this is me, Take it or Leave it, if you leave it well then we just were not meant to be in each other's lives." I try to have this attitude. I mean granted I'm human, so of course I have made mistakes, I will not lie and say I have not told a white lie to seem cooler to someone. Yet I won't focus on those parts of my life, I like to focus on the positive. If everyone thought about their mistakes then this really would be one sad world
   My story is something that can't be told though simple words or even a couple of paragraphs.  Even if I told everyone my life story they still would not understand my full Identity, they may be able to grasp most of it, but not all of it. Want to know a secret? Even I don't know my whole identity and I probably won't but I'm okay with that, I will just continue to search through life seeking the thrill of living. So my challenge for you kiddies today is to think about who you are, and what life means to you, and if you can't think of much that's okay because everyone else is searching just the same. Well I hope if you read my posts, they enlighten you, they make you smile, or even make you think. If they have that is awesome, if they haven't oh well the world keeps turning and we keep living!