Stress, Stress, oh yeah and More Stress

Ahhhh It seems like everything is just falling in on itself.. the only thing that seems to be constant in my life is my relationship with my boyfriend. If it wasn't for him I think I would be going insane right now. Two jobs, 17 credits of classes, social life, sleep, roommates... its one thing after another. It is a lot, but I found that if I just get a way for a little bit and listen to rock music or other loud noises I seem to calm down quite a bit. Its that whole sense of release, its better then doing other things like drinking or hitting people.. right? For most of my life I have had people walk all over me, well no more nice girl. I'm tired of being the one who compromises all time to make everyone else happy. If I have to start being a bitch then I will. Though I probably will look back at this post and think to myself later that I am acting selfish. Well me in the future who will look back on this post, knock it off its ok to want things for yourself and stand up for yourself once in a while. Grow a pair and do what you want, don't care about other people for once. Be the villain instead of the hero, in this world its almost necessary to be a bit of both. Well Kiddies this is an angry rant, it happens, so my challenge for you is to stand up for yourself  and don't let others step on you.